Friday, July 13, 2012

TOMORROW

No, No, No,No, more tomorrow.

Living in the past & I can't run back
Really thought both of us would make this last
Look into the sky, trying to find you
Everything passes by, the pain seeps through

Baby there's no, no tomorrow
the feeling is cold, I've been so alone
why did we fall apart I'm asking you why?
cuz even though you're gone , it's hard to say bye.

Baby there's no no no no more (no more), tomorrow 
(Till you come back, everyday is yesterday) 
Baby there's no no no no more (no more), tomorrow ...

Look, everytime that I see you I see myself hurting
memories of you, let it all surface; you're worth it
the first one & the last
(but I be trippin' cuz I can't run to the past)
I think I'm slippin' but I breath, catching the moment
my better half, that I was closer than most with
you were special but I gotta move so I gotta let go (but I can't let go)
What do I do? My worlds disoriented
you told me you loved me but never meant it.
He took you away you didn't regret shit
let the rain fall, you're the one that I miss
But it's like I'm in a chokehold, two hands, wrapped tight
a trip to cloud 9 turned to a crash flight
yea, let the debre fly
I'll burn slow take a look into these eyes.

Baby there's no, no tomorrow
the feeling is cold, I've been so alone
why did we fall apart I'm asking you why?
cuz even though you're gone , it's hard to say bye.

Baby there's no no no no more (no more), tomorrow 
(Till you come back, everyday is yesterday) 
Baby there's no no no no more (no more), tomorrow ...

How can this be girl I'm dying, sick of all the fightin'
tryin' to move on, girl I'm tryin'
Got a broken heart, thought our love was timeless
now I'm on the highway to hell; check the milage 
Ever since you left I've been empty, torn up inside
praying for the day that our stars align
but if not then I guess that it wasn't our time
but I figured you was a fool just to let it all die
Who ever thought it would hurt this bad? 
(See I thought of us would pull through and make it)
No other person had a love like we had
(My pillow still has the scent of your fragrance)
Naw, let the currtains close,I dont really know, 
where we could of been if you didn't let go of us
There's no tomorrow the second that my eyes start closing shut,
come back baby..what...

No, No more tomorrow
(Never thought it would hurt like this)

Baby there's no, no tomorrow
the feeling is cold, I've been so alone
why did we fall apart I'm asking you why?
cuz even though you're gone , it's hard to say bye.

Baby there's no no no no more (no more), tomorrow 
(Till you come back, everyday is yesterday) 
Baby there's no no no no more (no more), tomorrow

Monday, July 9, 2012

Tinny minny LOFF

very disappointing mood right now nothing much i can say only ma face can tell everything. never felt like this for a long time and tonight it come and it stress me out! i felt like my heart burst out and my lung like burning inside. only cried accompany me. what i've been through totally losing my focus and everything happen for this two month really upsetting me a bit even thought i show a fake smile and no one know that i actually lost down! but i need to get up and move on and now i  get up with new me and everything was new. no love or fairytale story to be told. and to my dear ex M.N.H and N.A i really don't even need u in my life anymore infact i miss you especially M.N.H  your my first love i'll try to forget u and throw u out of my memories! beside u had F.R now well hope u live happily with her and take care of her well. :) even its really hurts me so much!!!!!!! its killing me inside. no more you or your memory in me ! im totally vain in and out! thank you for eveything and thanks for take care of me for this 5 years! bye2 adiosa ma love!

A little heart

Assalamualaikum....


quite long time aku tidak menjengah ke laman blog aku ni. terasa rindu untuk meluah kan segala isi hati dan mencoret segala suka duka yg aku alami. haha. well in the beginning aku nak bagitahu yang aku SINGLE haha. dan aku xkisah semua tu, i have to move on. no heart to fall in love yet. life getting better but i have to move on slowly. Even no love but im still breath happily with cool surrounding with ma friends and family. berkenalan dengan rakan baru well  aku perlu improve kan diri aku in everything and be a better person in future. now im 22 semua kenangan pahit manis dalam hidup aku ambil sebagai guru paling bermakna walaupun payah untuk hidup aku terpaksa terus kan. sekarang focus pada study. pengajaran paling bermakna dalam hidup aku ialah jangan mudah percaya pada LELAKI dan jangan terlalu baik pada rakan2. hidup kita xselalu indah tetapi itulah kehidupan. setiap perkara yang aku alami aku cuma anggap sebagai persinggahan yang cuma tempat aku melepas kan lelah dan menimba ilmu sebagai manusia, dan ALHAMDULILLAH aku masih lagi teguh dan hidup seperti biasa tatkala ramai lagi yang mengalami kesusahan dan kepayahan yang aku gelar sebagai "UJIAN" dari ALLAH. Well aku akan sentiasa update blog ni so happy reading semua :)


p/s: hidup jangan terlalu gelabah bila ujian datang sila hadapi dengan tenang tidak bermakna kalau anda alaminya dengan tangisan kadang2 tangisan itulah ubat sebagai segala kebangkitan dalam hidup :) peace.